The weather this week has been hot then cold, rainy then sunny, muggy and foggy... its apparently feeling as conflicted as I am. Every time I think I know what I want to happen with the "big thing" in our life right now, every time I feel settled on one outcome as the better one, I think of something else that makes me change my mind. I'm so glad this decision isn't up to me in the long run, because I honestly don't know what I want to happen at this point.
What I do know is that it will probably be a month or two until it is figured out, and that might just drive me crazy. I find myself laying in bed for longer before I'm able to fall asleep, just playing out the different outcomes.
How annoying this must be, for me to lay this out for you with no details, the epitome of vague; but honestly, I just need to get it out somewhere. I made a deal with myself though, to just let it go for now, that there will be plenty of time for detail hashing later. That means not harping on it here either, for which I'm sure you're grateful!
So... publish and release...